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Once upon a time, there was no wonder. People could smile and be kind.  Once upon a time, I cried. Once upon a time, I was frozen.  There was a place where shoes were stolen. They were not needed.  A place where you could smile. A place where you couldn't suffer.

I dreamed there is nice people. I dreamed of living an exciting life. I dreamed I was just dreaming. And then, I just stopped dreaming. You took my childhood and burned my pride. You stole my shoes and made me suffer. I used to have some moments. I used to think I was immortal.

But that time I was too young, unafraid and unconscious. I thought that time was moving slower. I thought I had nothing to pay. All of the songs were in my pocket. And then fear just came around. Screaming loud and causing suffer. As it tries to take you down. As he turns your sleep to lame.

And still I think that we will live. Live in a world that stays together. But it's a thought that cannot be. It's just the fear that is too clever. I thought my story it will be, so better from these days we're living. So different now from reality. Now it's clear, I won't ever be a big fish.